touchdown.

I'm here.
it's super scary not having a place of your own or a job yet. ugh.
I'm getting really nervous.
I don't want to be an inconvenience and I also really want my own place.
I'm a whole ball of worry right now.
But then again, that's what I do best.

I don't know what I want anymore.
Or do I? And that's why this feeling is here. Because what I want can't happen overnight.
It feels like my mind is up there. Ahead of me. All the time.

I worry about worry about worry.


Stef vs. T.O volume 1

6 more sleeps

__ more sleeps.
That's what I would say when I was little and Santa was coming.
heh.

ok so that's how many sleeps until I move outta here.
I'm halfway packed.
I hate saying goodbye though. It really breaks my heart.
From the people whom I love to death, to those ones who've, at times, made ME seem crazy.

Is it wrong to not want to see someone before you leave,who's really hurt you?
In one way I feel bad, but why should I give someone closure who's just used me the last couple of months.



I hope Toronto, or someone in it, doesn't break my goddamn heart.

I move in sixteen days.
I can't wait for what's to come :)
I'm tired of fighting with this one friend all the time.

my god it'll be good to get away.

I've applied to Holt Renfrew in T.O. Chanel makeup has an opening. THAT would be cool.

these are exciting times my friends.